am•bi•gu•i•ty doubtfulness or uncertainty of meaning or intention: to speak with ambiguity. the condition of admitting more than one meaning. I don’t deal well with ambiguity. Maybe it’s something that spawns out of my personal insecurities, but opening up my heart to uncertainty is terrifying to me. I deal well with objectiveness, clear intentions. Being ambiguous […]


My body is tired, but my mind is racing. Old friends long forgotten suddenly make way into my thoughts. Memories flow like rapids in an intense river. All those memories meant so much. Most mean almost nothing now, or at least they should. New friends facing life changing decisions. I feel their confusion and pain. […]

Nonchalant – A tale of a concert and how I forgot about Love

  Nonchalant adjective – (of a person or manner) feeling or appearing casually calm and relaxed; not displaying anxiety, interest, or enthusiasm A few months ago I moved from my hometown, Lisbon, to San Francisco, California. It was a long-waited life change, that took long planning and years of wishing over it. The past two […]

Change of scenery

The original title for this post was going to be “Crap! The blog needs an update”, but I’m an optimistic guy and did not want the whole focus of this post to be about the total and complete lack of care for this blog, but instead to share the changes I’ve been undergoing in my […]